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March 19th -
Recently, I noticed that I tend to overthink basic conversations, social scenarios, and even my own thoughts. Whenever I’m in public I almost always have my headphones glued to my ears, besides my love for music I think it’s a sort of gesture to indicate that I prefer to be left alone. I don’t dread the interactions I have on a daily basis, it’s just whenever my weird-wired brain begins to notice a change of tone, or a pause in conversation, I forget my lines. It feels like I'm walking a tightrope. I start to notice how high up I am, how far down the fall is, how much longer before I get to the other side, the way the wind is blowing onto me. I can’t help but feel my legs begin to weaken until I ultimately fall.
Recently, I noticed that I tend to overthink basic conversations, social scenarios, and even my own thoughts. Whenever I’m in public I almost always have my headphones glued to my ears, besides my love for music I think it’s a sort of gesture to indicate that I prefer to be left alone. I don’t dread the interactions I have on a daily basis, it’s just whenever my weird-wired brain begins to notice a change of tone, or a pause in conversation, I forget my lines. It feels like I'm walking a tightrope. I start to notice how high up I am, how far down the fall is, how much longer before I get to the other side, the way the wind is blowing onto me. I can’t help but feel my legs begin to weaken until I ultimately fall.